dayuuum its been forever since ive updated.
  -i got facebook, my new college addiction
  -apparently xanga is dead? i like it better than myspace though...

when i first got here, i absolutely hated it.
  -i joined a sorority
  -i find the small town atmosphere endearing
  -the parties are never ending

i was forcing myself to date other guys, and not just make out..etc.
  -jake called and we are now in an open relationship
  -i get to see him super soon, god allmighty i love him
  -he is coming back to texas next year...for good

i was living in an all girls dorm...and wanted to die.
  -now i live in the gamma phi beta sorority house
  -my 'sisters' are amazing
  -my room is so cozy and super cute

my major was law with a minor in elementary education.
  -i want to be an interior designer now...
  -ive still got 3 more years to figure it out

i love ceasar salad. and queso. and bubblicious. and beer. and jake. and you :)

making out can be so much fun!!!
its about time i experienced college!

sigma chi hurricane= next saturday!!!! biggest party ever!!

It is the absolute worst feeling in the world.
Falling in love and then being forced to break up
because of some stupid idea called college.
I would give anything to go back in time
and meet Jake a few months earlier.
We would be going to the same school and
not have to dread the day when we both leave
for our seperate colleges and break up,
not because we want to, but because we have to.
He seriously is one of my bestest friends
and I just hate how this situation has unraveled.
I am so grateful for the time that I have had with him,
I just wish that it wouldn't have to end.
I love him so fucking much. He puts a smile on my face.

  love love love

I leave for college in 23 days.
I am so nervous...
I am going to Corpus Christi,
where I will know no one.
I picture myself
crying on my bed in my dorm room
because I want to see Jake
and having no one care because
well, no one will know me.
I know it wont be like that
and there will be other people in the same boat
but I am finally on my very own...
SHIT I AM SO SCARED!

  jake giving me le bong

FUNNY STORY:
Yesterday Carol and I were waiting
outside my appartment for my mom.
I was talking to Carol and I stuck my leg
through the side railing.
I tried to Swing it back through
buuuut it was stuck.
Carol just started laughing hysterically
and calling me A.D.D. girl.
My mom came out and tried pulling my leg through
but it hurt like hell.
After many attempts and 15 minutes,
I got my leg back with 3 huge bruises
and unable to walk.
hahahaha i am so retarded.

   y'all have fun now!